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Tuesday, 12 October 2010

Menung sebentar sebelum tido

terfikir la.. tadi kena lagi ng abg razak.. ng kak..
nasi myk la.. kawen la.. gepren la..
cam lawak jugak la.. kak dok sebut2.. cik nurse..
aku kata la.. ne ada la kak.. tu kawan2 ja..
kak kata.. takpa... jadi nt ang jaga la.. masa nak renjis bkn kata renjis ng air tu dah.. simpah terus air bunga tu kat ang..
aku kata.. na ada air2 mawar ni kak.. abg razak kata..
abeh tu ayaQ apa? ayaQ sirap??
aku pn.. uishh abg.. jgn wohh.. sy da la baju kaler putih.. abeh la baju saya..
abg kata.. aahhh.. kira apa aku.. hahaha..
then kak ckp sal norin.. norin pakai wane kuning..
kak kata.. tu la norin.. sapa suh ang kawen awai.. takdan la kami nak kumpul duit beli adiah kat ang.. tidak leh la myvi ka sebijik kasi adiah..
aku kata.. takpa2 kak.. saya kan ada.. hahahahaha.. :p

merepek dan merepek..
deep in me kan.. mmg la mau..
tapi ati berat la.. nak pilih mana2..malah kan.. cam aku rasa sorang pn tadapat ganti dia.. n celen dia.. hurmm...
baby, asal bby wat syg camni? napa bby wat syg syg sangat2 kat bby?
np? np dan napa? smpai skg wohh.. ng apa y da jadi..
very bad treatment yang syg dapat.. ng kebencian yang syg dapat..
masih tadapat nak rasa "kurang" terhadap bby.. ati tawar untuk yang lain..
walaupn.. dapat rasakan.. u wont come back to me..
n if u come back pn.. i wont accept u back.. but the L O V E inside here will never gone.. is that the consequences that occurs becoz of giving my very2 besh to her? or coz im too proud to have her before? or a punishment for my promises? never gonna get an answer why all this still spinning around in my mind, in my heart, in my life nowadays.. suddenly feel so sad..
but no matter what happen.. i will never stop praying for the very2 besh to happen in ur life.. it is true dat if we love someone, we'll pray for their happiness.. n hope that if thats what they want, hopefully the'll be happier with the path that they choose.. I LOVE YOU.. <3

Alhamdulillah.. big thanks to ALLAH.. coz give me chance to feel all this feelings once in my life.. i wont take this as something that can bring me down, but as something that give me strength, the strength that can strengthen other ppl.. i may not be the besh in in her life.. but the fact that She's the besh will forever kept in mind.. Again very big syukur coz ive once got this "rahmat".. ;))

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